Wednesday, November 12, 2014
How can He (Jesus Christ) love me? It seems a simple question which holds a simple answer…He died for me. We as Christians are trained and equipped to tell the world of God’s marvelous love in that He sent His son to die on a cross for us, save us and give us eternal life. In fact, one of the first verses that we are taught to memorize as children is John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life”. This verse is used to negate any debate or question denying God’s love for us. It is fired off like rounds of ammo to dispel any doubts that may exist in the minds of the saved or unsaved. Despite its power and truth, many cannot fathom, much less comprehend this. To be honest, I still find that I awake to days that I struggle with this same questions; how can a God so magnificent, a Savior so pure and a Holy Spirit so gentle love Beth?
It is this very question and debate in my mind that I awoke to a few days ago and that I have struggled with most of my life. Do I doubt the existence of the Almighty God? Absolutely not! I believe in Him more today than I ever have. Do I know that He loves me? Emphatically, I can say yes! I know without a doubt that He loves me. Then what is the problem? The problem is that I cannot comprehend this at times. It doesn’t mean that I am not saved or that I lack in faith; it simply means that I struggle with fully accepting that God can love me this much. How can this struggle ensue within the mind of a child of God? That question is not easily answered.